Monday, October 4, 2010

I can't go back in time...so I'll just call this 'WHAT WAS I THINKING?!!'


I know you've gone,never to return,
yet i stare at the path you left me, to tread,
hoping to see you walk the same trail,
Backwards this time instead.

I know you won't change your mind,
and that it isn't in my power to change yours either,
yet i can't stop myself from hoping,
because my only other option is to wither.

I did my best to comfort you,
It was no selfless deed on my part,
I wanted to be near you,
And now i witness us drifting apart.

You share not the feelings that i have for you,
Not in the same way at least to see,
which leaves my in such a predicament,
I want you to have what you want,but your want is not me.

It's been a long time,I should have forgotten you,
yet I'm still playing this losing game,
i still hope that the voice was yours,
each time i hear the sound of my name.

I know not how deep the ground lies underneath,
I do know i'm clinging to a loose ended rope,
but I cannot let go of it to hold something else,
I can't help but wait, I can't help but hope.

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