I had a lot of trouble with the choices I was making,
I left lots of foundations broken and others left shaking,
I wanted to be there for her, didn’t matter how much the rain pelts,
But she’s not for me, she’s meant for someone else…..
With a broken smile I chose to make someone else smile,
But I keep going back, irrespective of how many forwardly driven miles,
I know this rain will not for ever mercifully precipitate,
It’s going to stop and reveal the tears on my face.
But my new found companion, I solemnly promise,
You were a personal choice, not a calculated risk,
I may rake up a lot of mud from past, but none in your direction shall be shoved,
You are blissful and understanding, you will be loved.
I love my space, I love solitude, I love unplugging the phone,
But I will not cocoon myself when I am needed, I will enslave myself towards, like a drone,
I will not let my rage scorch you, my fire will not seethe,
Doesn’t matter how cold it may get, it will not get any harder for you to breathe….
But that smile she had will always haunt,
I’ll never write to her again, because there’s never a right font,
I will live on despite the existence of what can never be more true…
Whether I change my mind or you change yours; I will never be with you!!
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